True love/ soulmate?

im sittinq here at [12:28am] writnq this
okayy like ive been thinkinq for a lil while
[and i know imm kinda younq for thinkin this buht it juss keeps poppin up]

when do you find your soulmate?
the one that you wanna spend the rest of your life with
the one that makes you feel like no other
the man/woman that holds your heart...

like i said
i know im kinda younq to be thinkin bout this and i plenty of time to fiqure all of that out
buht when you people normally find their true soulmate

i mean you hear of the cute hiqh school sweethearts
that have been toqether forever

the ones that qot toqther durinq college

the ones that qot toqether in their late twenties
and the others-- the ones that were "older" who found their true love

sometimes i wonder when will i find my true love
will it be in college?
after school?
in my 30's?
40's?
...50's? lol

i mean you never know... they could be riqht under my nose...[ hiqh school sweethearts? lol]

I also wonder what its like to to actually have true love

i mean what is true love?

how do you know when youve found it?

these are questions that stick in my mind....

new blogg;; boysz?!

okayy yeaa i started a new blogg;; i juss didnt like my other one for some reason so yeaa
dont like it?
GET OVA IT! lol

okay... BOYS...
sometimes i juss dont get boys
i mean dont get me wrong;; like all of my friends are boys
buht some of emm... em emm emmm!

like okay like everyone that im kool wit like dat knows i hangs witt mostly boys
so when i first got wit my boyfriend i told him that
&&nd i thought he understood
but errtime im with my "friends" [the only 2 i hang witt since i dropped the other ones so he wudnt get jealous] he juss "goes off"
&&nd i dont understand sometimes
i mean he always thinks that im tryin to play him
&&nd thats not me, id neva do dat to anybody
I juss get so furious because he's always accusing me of stuff that neva happened
I mean okay i kno i kan come off as a flirt;; buht i dnt do it like dat;; at least i dnt mean to


&&nd thing the thing that gets me is
he acts like im the badd person
like im juss always up to no good
buht he doesnt see what i go through
being accused of things i neva did...

maybe itsz juss me;; buht...

i talked to my "big homie!" [lol]
&& i do sorta see where he's comming from
but i mean im not a lier.. i wudnt lie to him or nun...
so i juss dnt seem why he always thinks that